It's a big deal. 20. No more excuses. So much, yet so little life lived. Well, here's a little something of something.
The popular saying "a square peg in a round hole" is how you could explain the feeling of coming back from a life where you finally felt like your edges were rounding and you could almost fit into the round hole. Now, like an octagon in a round hole, you may slip in, but you don't fill in all the spaces.
"Make your self at home" is often said when you are invited into someone else's house. Even if it is your first time being there. How to settle in when this home is much larger than a house and boundaries of "making myself at home" are more complicated than if it is acceptable for me to put my feet up on the coffee table or not.
Everyone knows the cliche "home is where the heart is". Home is typically the place where you settle down and stay. To say that, I can't ever say that I've felt 'at home'. My heart is all over. Making my home everywhere, and nowhere.